wow! u guys are amazing...i cannot believe how many of u read my journal...i am touched, flattered, and honored...when i first came onto this site, i almost left cuz no one was reading my entries...and i felt left out of this loop of friendships that i had felt had already formed before i came....but i am so glad i stayed...i dont know what id do without u guys!i had a hard day at work...i got yelled at by my boss....long story....i fucked up....but then i did everything i could to fix it...and i did....so all is well again...i almost punished myself through my eating.....but i didnt....well i am but not for that reason.....im not eating much tonight  cuz im nervous about my new job that i begin tomorrow at the preschool....at 7:30 am! eek! please everyone pray for me that i have a good first day!! and that i dont fall asleep behind the wheel!!!!!well i went to the movies tonight with dan....my ex bf....it wasnt a date! he called me and well he did apologize and all for hurting me...so we went out as friends...i gave him a hug and that was it....im too smitten with james to be anything more than friends with dan!....and i think men really do want what they cant have...i think dan is so into me and i think thats funny...cuz he CANT have me!!!!

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hahahah at Dan lol u keep him wanting u!!!! It feels good to have an admirer!!!! but i thk James sounds real sweet hold on to him!!!!! I\'m glad i have u as a friend on here Missy and glad u didnt leave!
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Good luck on your 1st day with the kiddos today!!
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I like reading your journal entries and appriciate when you comment on mine as you always give honest opinions, was very good decision of yours not to leave.
Rich
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I read all your journals. I feel a close connection to you. Good luck at the new job. \"Teachers assistant\", isn\'t it? I\'m jealous in the way that you get to work in an environment that gives you the chance to make a difference in a child\'s life. Way cool. XOXOXO
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Good luck at the preschool. What age group are you working with?
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Hope your first day of work went well. So happy for you that James is so understanding about your ed...sounds like a keeper! Hugs!