well i had a shit day at work today...i work with a bunch of lazy bitches...they are all sitting on their fat asses in the back while im trying to perform a one woman show up front with the customers...but there are only so many ice cream cones u can hold at once...i was getting pissed cuz there was a long line and my co workers kept sitting!!!!! i had to keep calling them up to the front to take orders!!! omg! this is ur job people!!! get off ur lazy ass and do it!!!!! ok im glad i got that out...i have to work with the same girls tomorrow....blahi tried the whole...fine i wont do ne thing either....but then nothing gets done and we all get in trouble....and im a better employee than that....so i just tell myself...they will get theirs in the end if they keep slacking off also, i was eating a salad at work...and i had 2 co workers ask me different times if i was eating just lettuce......why the fuck should they care? of course i lied and said that i had italian dressing on it....i hate lying about stupid stuff like that....but i thought that it would cause less of a stir...just tell them what they wanna hear and they will leave me alone!someone mentioned in a comment to my last journal entry that my best friend is very skinny as well....she went through a period where she wasnt eating much....i dont know if she was trying to copy me or waht....but her dr threatened her with the hospital if she didnt gain some weight...and she has steadly been putting on weight....she eats normally now...ice cream, pizza, reg pop, chips, candy....u know...the all american diet...so i am not worried about tracy!being pissed off all day has taken a slight toll on my eating....i hate being angry...but i came home and took 2 hrs to myself....did my nails...and then took a shower...and all of the hate for my stupid co workers wore away.....but i am sure that it will be back with avengence tomorrow!im also getting a little sick of people not listening to me! i told my boss time and time again that i cant work tues mornings cuz i have a standing appt (my therapy appt but i didnt tell her that)...yet she keeps putting me on the schedule every tues from 11-5! hello! my appt is at 1!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRa happy point in my day was when tracy and i kind of planned our next big adventure...i think that this coming sunday, her and i will be off to African Lion Safari!! woo hoo!
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I hate stupid co-workers like that. I put up with that shit for a year at my old job. Even though I did most of the work there somehow I was the bad employee. My old boss use to schedule me on days or times when I couldnt work too. She was an ass like that. Im still a bit bitter can you tell? The safari sounds like fun. Youll have to keep me updated on that one.
ur co workers do not sound too pleasant to be around, but u totally get employee of the month!!
anger also affects my eating, cuz to me its an unacceptable feeling...it usually leads to restriction,but the culmination lead to wednesdays massive binge (i wrote abt that in saturdays entry i think) so i know wat its like to hate being angry. but good for u for having some \"me-time\" and forgetting abt ur co workers! good luck tmrw!
I hate petty work shit too. African Safari?!!
Me too! I had a nightmare flight to Sydney, and I think there are about 300 people who will never fly United again. I also let myself and my eating be affected for what others do to me. It is so crazy, that beating myself with the club of anger that I intend for others. Thanks for your journals, and your comments to mine. XOXOXOXO
I hate lazy people too! Hope you have a better day today
OMG! I hate lazy co workers. That\'s why I don\'t want to work. When I do work. I\'m always the one busting my ass, while everyone else sits around and eats. When I was in college I worked at a bank. I needed Fridays off cause I had an all day class. Everyone knew this, but they thought I just wanted Fridays off cause Fridays are a busy day at the bank. My supervisor constantly asked me if I could work on Fridays. It would make me so angry. I was like does anyone listen to me I have school.
Being angry takes a toll on my eating too. When I\'m angry I feel like I don\'t deserve to eat.
I just reached over to Neil and said, Hey Neil, who does this sound like? ME. I totally understand your frusturations. I try to think of it as, I\'m better than them. I don\'t walk around like you can tell I think i\'m the shit, but in my head I do. Those people are idiots, and you just have to thank yourself that you aren\'t! You aren\'t alone because you are one of the few people I actually think have some smarts in this fucking lazy world.
I know what you mean. I have wanted to quit so many times when people just sit there and then take the credit for work that you did. But, know that you are a good person and are better than them because you recognize what needs to be done. I would talk to your boss and tell her it is a medical excuse that you need Tuesdays off. If she asks what for, explain you do not feel comfortable talking about it but have told her several times that you need it off. Hope you are feeling better.