so college orientation went fine today! i mean it could have stood to start a little later and not last so damn long...but thats just my opinion....i met to guys today....the 1st was when i was in line for the parking passes.....and the 2nd was when i got out of one of the lecture sessions.....each time, the other person intiated the conversation.....cute too....both of them lol......i hope that i see them again when i start at the college this fall....we r all in the same department, but the campus is huge.....but i shall keep my fingers crossed!ok maybe it was just because i am sensitive to the subject and so i noticed it.....but they kept trying to feed us constantly....no wonder college kids usually gain so much weight.....when i got there at 9am....they had breakfast for everyone....coffee, muffins, and bagels with cream cheese.....i did not partake in that....at 11am, they gave out granola bars (not the healthy kind either....these were the choc dipped sunbelt ones)....and then they served lunch at 12......i ducked out of lunch and went to starbucks and got a coffee.....yum yum......i feel bad cuz i totally had someone i could have sat with to.....but instead i told him that i was gonna go get my pic taken for my campus card.....i made a new friend but ED wouldnt let me spend more time wth him.......o well, orientation is done.....and im still in one piece...so thats something
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Glad it went well for you!
thats awesome! what college are you attending?
you\'re slipping further and further into Ed\'s grasp....clearly.
college sucks ass when you\'re too wrapped up in ED to make/keep friends because you\'re too sick or won\'t go out to eat. LIVE SWEET GIRL! take the chance before classes start to tell Ed where to get off and ENJOY your youth while you still have the chance. don\'t fuck it up because of Ed, it\'s hard to have that second chance....if it\'s even available. you\'re in my thoughts and prayers. i hope you can grab the wheel and force Ed out of the drivers seat (where he\'s clearly in control). much love and hugs.
You once told me that I should enjoy my visits with my family and you should enjoy college. I missed out on so much because of Abe. Don\'t let that happen. You are beautiful and smart and great and anybody would be lucky to have as a friend. Ed wants you to be alone. You deserve so much more. Love ya.
You need to tell ED where to go and enjoy college. College actually helped in my recovery the first time I had anorexia. I so badly wanted to make friends and go out and do stuff, and in order to do that I had to let go of ED. You should have gone to lunch with that guy. You didn\'t have to eat much, maybe just a piece of fruit or a little veggies. You could have told him you\'ve been eattinag all the other stuff they were serving throughout the morning and you weren\'t hungry. I know it\'s too late for that advice, but maybe next time. You ddeserve to have a great college experience without ED getting in the way.
i knew you\'d survive... you should have more faith in yourself !
boyyyys!yeahh=D
its okay thatt yuu kinda skipped..butt yuu have to try maybee eating befor..i know its hard for me to eat in public..but maybee has yuu gett to know theses people more they can help yuu gett past this ed..
I am not going to repeat what everyone said but I am happy that orientation went well for and that you met some people. College will hopefully provide you will so many more opportunities. Keep up the good work!
I\'m glad orientation went well for you!! I wish you all the luck in the world!!