well i have managed to finaggle my way on here for yet another day! woo hoo another small victory for moi!......other than that.....everything is crap.....let me count the ways....1) i had to drive to and from therapy (2 hrs total travel time) in 91 degree heat with no AC...going 30 mph in the city (so there was no breeze coming in the windows)2) therefore i was sweating like a whore in church!!! and for me to produce sweat...that means it is fucking HOT out...i never sweat....today i did!3) i had asked my mother to drive me cuz i dont have AC....she told me that she didnt wanna cuz my dad was coming home from work early (OMG she sees him everyday! and waiting for 1 hr to see him.....will not kill her!.....its not like he hasnt been home in like forever or ne thing! he went to work for gods sake!) but no she'd rather me sweat my non existent balls off!4) i dont get my period anymore.....but i still get the cramps, BLOAT, and cravings.....but without the flow.....so right now....i am feeling tired, bitchy, and FAT.....funny thing about ED though....even with the cravings.....i still ignore my body's wants5) my house is full of people over for a party....yah! just the thing for my day....a house full of relatives....blah.....i am at the library right now....gonna go home soon (and incase anyone missed it....that was sarcasm regarding my family! i am not really happy about them being over)6) my dad is making my sister get rid of the kitty.....i love that little cat....i named her =(so that about sums things up for now....at the moment...i am sitting with ED and the bloat, and the rage letting him make me feel like a killer (literally killer too!) whale!