well today i went and got my paycheck.....then i went to a festival with my bff tracy...then we went out on her boat while her brother in law wake boarded.....so my day was alright.....after i left tracy, i went and got my sister a coffee and took it to her at work......i am now roped into going to her place right after work on sunday to help her move the rest of her stuff here......o well if i can make someone's life easier...i am so there.....especially my sister...i love the girl to pieces!i NEED to jump start with the eating thing again.....i CANNOT and WILL NOT go back to treatment! i have too much going for me to leave my life again! if i ever wanna live a normal life, i need to normalize my eating habits......i just wish i could do it as easily as i can say that i must do it....this is why my friends....actions really do speak louder than words!.....and just to clarify something....i am happy with my weight...i dont wanna lose anymore....i get pissed off when i lose because then i know that that i weight i need to gain back...and to gain back means that i have to eat more....which is something that is hard for me to do.....but i need to get over this fear!
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Go and get you some pot I\'m telling you it will help. Just make sure you have a driver to take you to the store after your stoned. Either that or take someone who loves junk food with you to the store before you get stoned.
You can do this. You just need to make sure you eat. I think that it will help to eat healthy food, that way you won\'t feel as bad about eating. Try eating healthy fats like olive oil, avocadoes, etc. You do not need to go back to treatment because you are strong enough to get through this. Message me anytime if you need some support.
just remember, one day at a time. I have complete confidence in your ability to live a normal life and have normal habits. I know my mother fought an ED for years, she has it under control now and yes it is in the back of her mind but she is able to maintain her weight, enjoy what she eats and live happily. Keep it up girl, you are doing great!
I know that this is really hard for you. I know that you can do it though! You are in my prayers. Hugs!
i hoppe it works out for yuu wit yuur sister! and also yuur eating..dont worry, its gunna bee hard but yuu can do it. its clear yuu really want to.good luckk!
I think we all can say that we know how hard it is. Butu the fact that you do not want to lose any weight is a huge step. You can do this!!