ok first off i NEED to say this......people need to stop saying that they wish they were anorexic rather than bulimic....im sorry but do not try to make it sound like u r suffering more than those of us who do not purge our food through vomiting......being anorexic is not better!!! u should say that u wish u didnt have any ED in ur life!sorry if that was a bit harsh but that is the way i feel!......today was uneventful....went to my therapist, went to the library, the bank, my friends party, and to my sister's house....damn college didnt get my email to them requesting my password reset....so i had to send it again after getting pissed with them on the phone......im ready to just say fuck college! lolgood news.....my belly button piercing is healing nicely! im totally mentioning this because i was stoked that when i went to change it today...i didnt almost pass out from pain!!! woo hoo! lol that is y im so happy about this news!bad news is....i am having a fat day.....i KNOW im NOT fat....but i feel fat....i dont know how to explain it.......i look in the mirror and i see how thin i am.....but this feeling i have is FAT FAT FAT