i am so jealous of everyone on here who is married.....i wanna get married someday but i cannot imagine where i am going to find a guy who will put up with me! i cant imagine a guy who would actually wanna sit across from the dinner table with me each night while i pick at my food.....ugh...maybe i shall just die alone....c'est la vie!well my sister is moving back in this weekend...she is already looking at places to move into after she moves home.....she wants to move out of here asap...cuz she tends to fight wiht my parents when she lives here.....im not looking forward to the fighting...but at least i will be out of the spotlight....it will be like the good old days again......lol...good news is that when she finds another place, she is gonna take me with her...and it will be her, shawn (her bf who i consider my brother already!), and me! and she said i can get a cat!!! so im excited and i think that moving out of my parents will help to ease the strain between them and i caused by ED!....only thing is...my sister is known for never following through wiht things and saying she'll do things and never do them....she has all of these big plans....but they never happen...o please let this one happen!!!
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umm...I have a best friend like that; gets me all excited and then leaves me pretending not to be as heart broken as I really am. Make her do it (lol).
Not only will I let you adopt my kids, you can have my husband too. Maybe we can just switch lives for awhile. You can experience what it is like to be married and have kids and I can go back to being single. Don\'t get me wrong, I love my family, but sometimes a person just needs a break.
Someday, further along, you\'ll be sitting across from a wonderful man and you\'ll be eating because you\'ll be growing because you\'re honest and willing to beat this disease. Please don\'t \"bottom feed\" and find a guy who will \"put up with you\" He will probably be one of those losers who finds the weakness in people and feeds off of it so he doesn\'t have to look at his own sick mind. Believe me, I married one and it was the ugly divorce of the century. We come in this world alone, and leave it alone, and in the meantime our job is to be happy, right? I think. I think too much, I think.
I believe that one day, you are going to beat ED and have a wonderful husband. You\'ll find the one when the time is right...don\'t rush into things like I did when I was younger. I married the wrong guy for the wrong reasons, then got divorced. I now have found \"the One\", but it was when I was least expecting it. You are a wonderful, beautiful girl. You will find someone one day and he will love you for who you are.
hey u will find that special someone and when u do ed will fade away hopefully because u will be in love and happy. but we have to make ourselves happy first what a bitch huh? lol take care hon!
hey, that\'s great news about your sis. just keep reminding her haha, circle lots of houses/appartments in newspapers with room for all you guys and show them to her... constantly lol.
You are going to find the right guy when ED is out of your life. He is going to treat you with respect and kindness and make you want to be a better & healthier person. Do NOT settle for less.