had a nice day today.......got up at like 1 pm....went downstairs and helped my mom paint the new room that is gonna be my sister's when she moves in next weekend (she couldnt move in this weekend cuz the room wasnt done)...then my sister and her bf showed up and helped to....so it went by quick.....then my mom and i went shopping for my little cousins 3rd bday....we found so many cute outfits and couldnt stop buying them! lol we were totally into accessorizing for this little girl lol!.....then my mom had me go out to eat with her.....i got a heaping plate of steamed veggies.....i ate some and was like...im done!....my mom was like u hardly ate any of it.....then we had a stare down.....and i said fine ill take two more big bites and then im done....and she said....im not bargaining with u...ur 20 yrs old!.....then i burst out laughing and ate more than i had planned on eating when i started! so i was proud of myself for that!!!then i went to bingo....and this lady who is a friend of our family brought 2 of her grandkids who are cousins......these two little girls thought i was so cool......lol i had forgotten how infatuated little girls are with older girls......but while they were sitting there thinking i was the coolest thing since sliced bread, im sitting there envious that they can eat all of the candy that they were eating without a second thought....i was like this once....and i wish i were still.....i was so much happier than....but someone wise once told me that u have to make ur own happiness......so i have faith that i WILL be happy again someday! sooner rather than later would be preferred for this though!
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awww thats greatt yuu had a good dayy.
its funny how littles girls lookk upp to big girls.
it kinda makes yuu feel alittle speacial,rite?
but yeahh yuur gunna be happy sumday,, i know it.
yuu are a person that desevers it so muchh.
you go girl!!!!! It will get better....happiness is not too far off...jenny
Glad you had a good day. Congrats on your eating! Hugs!
Isn\'t it so much fun shopping for little girls? I don\'t know where you went to shop, but I love shopping a Gymboree. They have matching hairbows, sock, shoes, purses blankets, toys, etc. to match every outfit. It ends up costing a fortune, but at least my girls look cute. When my husband asks me how much it cost, I always tell him it was half of what I really spent. By the time he gets the credit card bill, it\'s too late. Tags are already off and none returnable.
I\'m really proud of you for eatting more then you planed.
sounds like you\'re doing really well! and you should be soo proud of yourself allowing yourself to eat more than you were going to! x
Reading about your day has made me smile. I will have busy days like that, once I start school:) Love you, hon. Keep having good days, they lift me up:)