so i went to work today...went by quickly! woo hoo! then i went go karting with my bff tracy......we were on our 3rd and final race and we had equally speedy carts....so we were neck and neck....and even though the signs that say NO BUMPING are plastered everywhere including the carts themselves......we did it anyways....and our carts hit so hard that mine jumped up on hers and got its wheel stuck in hers......omg it was so funny....then the guy who was in charge came over and instead of kicking us out like he could have....he starting taking pics with his phone! lol then he got another worker over with a big camera...he was like how did u guys manage this? this has never happened b4!....then he gave us a free race lol! lol tracy was like..."melissa everytime im with u, we end up in situations where we could get into trouble, but we never do!"....i told her that people dont wanna punish us cuz were sweet and cute lol......  so lets see what the lesson here is....break the rules....get rewarded....got it!so my ex bf's new girl is posting pics of him and her on his myspace....this is bugging me cuz in his about me thing it says that he wants a gf who wont cheat on him (i didnt cheat on him!) because he had a bad experience with his now ex (me?!?!? or someone else?!?!?)......i dont know if someone told him that i was cheating on him...cuz if they did they were lying...but i dont have any enemies so i dont think anyone would do that to me...im a sweet girl....really i am! and this other chick....well even though shes not really ugly....im still gonna call her ugly! just because im really bitter at the moment......and i hope that shes not looking for an italian stallion...cuz that boy only lasts two minutes in bed! and then hes incapable of going again!....so i hope she likes minute men! god i have had so many bad experiences with my bfs....im just ready for a good bf!!! is that too much to ask????!!!!on the food side of my life...wish there werent one but there is......i am trying SO hard to increase but i keep managing to bargain myself down to lower cal things....god...why do i let myself do this? im up to 645 though....i was supposed to be at 700 today....but i talked myself down...but the way i look at it....i was eating 500 a day...so a 145 increase is something! i need to keep going! i need to do this!