well.......i was bad last night........but it was o so good! i had missed that boy so much!!!! i wont get into details cuz u guys probably dont wanna hear them so i will leave u with this....y do i need a bf if i can just sleep with someone else's? lol i love being bad.....but if i did end up dating someone then i would not cheat on him...that is where i draw the line...i wont sleep around if i am in a relationship...i would just concentrate on keeping my man happy!on the eating side of things.....i am trying so hard to convince myself that i CAN eat more and that i SHOULD! grocery shopping has gotten unstressful...but this is only because my parents are not making comments about what i choose to get....but i think this is because they figure...just let her do things her way til she has to go back into treatment.....so this is another motivator....i wanna prove them wrong!less than a week til my sister moves back in.....she is bringing her kitty with her! and im excited about that cuz i love cats! she had brought this kitty (well snuck her in) into the hospital to visit me while i was inpatient with a feeding tube....that made my day when i saw that little kitty....my sister let me name it that day...i named it twinkie...cuz the kitty was so little....now that the cat is grown up its still teeny tiny! i love little twinkie....i dont think my parents are gonna be happy about my sister bringing her!