well i was thinking today as i was driving...as i always am....but today i think i may have figured out the meaning of life....like y we r here!......so if u r reading this....then u will know my thoughts on the matter...and u can agree or disagree...but i think i may be onto something....now this whole theory goes on the whole there is a heaven and hell after death thing...which i am a tad skeptical about but am hopeful that there is something after death...im too afraid not to believe....but anyways...i think that we are put here on the earth in order to live and experience pain, happiness, comfort, love, sadness, depression, loss, joy, and anger so that when we get to heaven, we will know how truely wonderful it is because we will know that we are without pain......and there is no way to appreciate the good for what it truely is without knowing the bad as well........so yea...there is my deep thought..so today is father's day......the day of the dad.......we had a huge get together at my house.....so after i got out of work at 5 i came home to a house full of family.......yah! lol....o well...i coped......my dad liked the present i gave him...is was a picture of me, a picture of him, a pic of my sis, and a pic of my mom in a frame that had the word family on it......it was for his office at work....my mom wasnt too happy cuz i put a pic of her making a silly face in there...lol she was all cross eyed and stuff....i love it! lol.......then i played 5 games of euchre with my family.........so all in all today wasnt so bad......i NEED to get a grip on this food thing.....im in size 2s and they are starting to get a little loose......not good.........i wish i could get ahold on my thoughts and quiet that voice that says "u dont need that!!!"...well tomorrow is another day