so i had one last fight with craig...i simply told him outright that i deserve to be happy...and he cant make me happy....he didnt like that....tried telling me that hes seeing someone else....i laughed and told him that hes full of shit cuz like 5 min ago he was basically wanting to hump my leg!........w/e...i told him he has a piss poor temper...he called me a bitch 3 times...and then hung up on me....GEE DID I CALL THE TEMPER THING OR WHAT GUYS?!!!!i have 2 drs appts tomorrow...1st one is wiht my primary care physician....shit shit shit....i NEED to wear the heaviest clothes i own...anything for extra weight....need to drink a shitload of water b4 the appt....i think he makes me wait for him for so long to make me suffer there needing to pee cuz i have just drunk myself in oblivion with water.......i cannot let him know ive lost weight! i CANT go back to treatment! i need to live my life! we only get so much time on this earth and i dont wanna waste mine in a hospital!....i KNOW what i need to do....but this cannot be done b4 tomorrows appt...so i need to use the quick fix...wish me luck!!!then at 5pm i have a family therapy session...im nervous....but my dad isnt coming....he has to go somewhere for his work....o well....these therapy sessions help him i think....but i get along better with my mom.....im nervous all around....about both appts.............AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!**ADDITIONAL THOUGHT**this has helped me when i was in treatment...."WTF AM I SO AFRAID OF¿?¿? let's say i allow urself to eat more....and i gain weight....and i get to a point where im uncomfortable...i KNOW how to lose the weight.....so y not try health on for a change?"
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Nice thought.
I could use the same philosophy.. Try health awhile.. If I dont like it.. I certainly know how to eat and get fat again.. :)
that\'s a really big step being able to get to the point where you can even consider that! well done! I hope you can do it!! Best of luck!x
I\'m considering inpatient for myself, because my plan isn\'t working right now. I think \"it probably won\'t do any good\" but I think it\'s because I\'m scared. Is it a scary place to be? I\'ve never been.
Good for you getting rid of Craig!...you deserve better! Good luck with your appointments today
Sometimes it is helpful to think about what would happen if i did gain weight? Would it be the end of the world? Could i still be happy? It allows a different perspective on things. Good luck girlie!
You can do it!! You deserve to be healthy and happy!!Good luck!
I told you before to stop wasting your time on him but you never listen to me...: )~
aw fuck that dude! any man that treats someone like that isn\'t worth much.
and don\'t worry too much abotu ur doc appointment...just keep trying...and if u wanna chat let me know....HUGS GIRLIE! Luv ya!
good for u for getting rid of him, u deserve better!