aw the randomness that is my life!!!1) i went to the library today to return a book i just finished and i got some new ones...i cant wait to start the one called night swimming.....its about this girl who learns she has less than a yr to live so she quits her job and tries to make the rest of her days count like she never has before.....i totally wanna live like this girl! just without the terminal illness thing2) i love my sister jen and my best friend tracy.....i see them as the greatest gifts that have ever been bestowed upon me3) i have panic attacks every night before i fall asleep...its always over the same thing...the inevitable fact that I yes ME am someday going to cease to exist....i wont be able to think, talk, move, wake up, see colors, hear music, see the people i love.....this scares me and leads to a panic attack....i often cry myself to sleep at night4) i love this site and all of my friends on here.....i receive more support from u guys than i have ever gotten at home when it comes to my ED5) went to go get a cup of coffee tonight....and the guy who rang me up knew what college i went to...he said he had seen me around...kind of made me feel bad cuz he had noticed me but i never noticed him.....kind of made me happy cuz he noticed me...i dont know guess it makes me see that to some people i am worth noticing even when i sometimes dont believe it myself6) my is STILL running!!!!! woo hoo!!! had to pay the damn towing bill....my sister called and bitched to the company...she was like "yea and the guy who towed it was a real ASS"...to which the person on the other line said " I was the guy who towed it"........an hour later i sent out the bill lol....AAA said that they would reemburse me for it...thats waht my sister told me they said.....now lets just see if it happens!7) did i mention my car still goes vrroom vrroom?????!!!!
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That is a funny story! Telling that to the guy who towed your car.. OMG... ! Then him stating it.. Maybe something he needs to hear. Anyway.. Keep smiling.
Hey.....Good for your car..you know..it\'s still running..lol...I\'ll pray for it to stay that way!! I know life really is random...is there anything you can do at night to keep from getting those panic attacks..like any distractions? i mean this must really wear you out after a while...hope your doing and feeling great....Jenny
You have people who also love you and the randomness of your life.
Here to support you all the way. Life\'s a journey, not a destination. Think that was a car commercial. Hope you get peace tonight
you have such a great way of writing! Its makes it interesting to read because it flows so well and has comedy as well as truth, just thought Id mention that! ;)
omg i seriously just cracked up at #6!! that was prob the happiest ive been all day! (not happy that u had to pay it but u know wat i mean!) and i always love how sure u are in ur relationship with ur sister...ur very lucky to have a sister that close!