worked 10 hrs today......felt euphoric and jitty and high cuz i hadnt eaten all day......i know that this is wrong.....but i love how powerful and happy it makes me feel.......o well....my car still isnt fixed...what he thought was wrong wasnt....its something else...an more expensive something else........good thing im working alot of hrs........c'est la vie!
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I find starvation to be a powerful drug also. Addicting too. It\'s like a high, and I think I find myself subconsciously doing it. Glad you recognize it. I like your attitude about your car. Broken, make money to get it fixed, and c\'est la vie. I like that.
hi hon haven\'t talked to u in awhile. hang in there. i know the b/p gives me a high too...good luck w/ your car
i find that when i dont eat i feel happy! its really odd its like u know what u are doing to urself but its as though u are winning a battel in some ways! hmmmm cars are wicked when they work and when they break ahhhhhhhhhh i paid 50 for a new tyer!!!!!