*in memory of brittany*
Brittany....
I think about u everday....I think about u in my sleep...although in my dreams u can walk and talk just like u used to.....I wince whenever I drive through that intersection...I remember the phone call I received...I wish that it had been nothing more than a cruel joke...but it was true...I am sorry that u didn't get to graduate high school with the rest of us.....ur seat looked so vacant...I look at pictures of u and I together......I cry....we had some good times u and I...and we were supposed to have so many more...I am sorry that I do not come and visit u more often....but seeing u in that wheel chair so unaware...not able to eat, talk, walk, or even control any of ur motions...im sorry that u r now blind in one of ur gorgeous green eyes...do not think i stay away cuz i have forgotten u.....i stay away because i cannot stand to see my other half so dead to the world...so helpless....so unaware...brittany i love u
brittany smith
02-09-87....02-07-05.....she is now at home in a wheel chair in a vegetative state where she may stay for the rest of her life...on feb 7, 2005 of her senior year, brittany ran a stop sign...she didnt see the suv coming either....
Brittany....
I think about u everday....I think about u in my sleep...although in my dreams u can walk and talk just like u used to.....I wince whenever I drive through that intersection...I remember the phone call I received...I wish that it had been nothing more than a cruel joke...but it was true...I am sorry that u didn't get to graduate high school with the rest of us.....ur seat looked so vacant...I look at pictures of u and I together......I cry....we had some good times u and I...and we were supposed to have so many more...I am sorry that I do not come and visit u more often....but seeing u in that wheel chair so unaware...not able to eat, talk, walk, or even control any of ur motions...im sorry that u r now blind in one of ur gorgeous green eyes...do not think i stay away cuz i have forgotten u.....i stay away because i cannot stand to see my other half so dead to the world...so helpless....so unaware...brittany i love u
brittany smith
02-09-87....02-07-05.....she is now at home in a wheel chair in a vegetative state where she may stay for the rest of her life...on feb 7, 2005 of her senior year, brittany ran a stop sign...she didnt see the suv coming either....
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Sorry.
I\'ll pray for you and Brittany!! God Bless!!
I\'m so sorry for your pain. I can\'t help noticing how lovingly you speak of her. She is blessed to have the love of a friend like you. You can\'t go see her because of the pain you experience. She doesn\'t want you to feel guilty. She would probably tell you herself, that she wants you to be happy. You both are in my prayers.
I am soo sorry.. I\'ll keep you and Brittany in my prayers.
I bet her green eyes (even if only one of them) sense you are there when you vist. even if the doctors say otherwise. You love her.
It brings tears to my eyes, one little mistake she made and look at the consequences. Do you have a pic on here of Brittney, remember she is not gone, she is still at home, and she can still understand you im sure even though you don\'t think she can. What are her injuries. When you talk about a vegetative state, what is she like now? Im very sorry to hear about your friend, God isn\'t fair sometimes. If she is in the vegetative state im thinking about, sometimes (this is a personal feeling) I think that euthansia would be best. Huggs, this journal was very touching to me, as ive lost a best friend to suicide.