*some random thoughts*
by:missy

1) i took a nap today and i had the weirdest dream....i dreamt that there was another school shooting...this time it was in Los Angeles.....and this time people weren't that taken aback by it...is this what the world is coming to? where shootings and mass murders are the normal and do not phase the world anymore........

2) i decided id show up to my 6pm night class at 6:30 just so that it's be shorter for me...well guess the teacher was running half an hour late.....so i didnt have to wait for half an hour like the rest of the class did....finally something turned in my favor!

3) the phrase my sister said to me the other day keeps playing in my head....she said "i told the college that i couldn't afford to go to school because of ur anorexic ass".....sisterly love right?

4) i've come to accept the fact that i may indeed become and die as the crazy lady who never marries and instead lives with a ton of cats AKA the cat lady

5) i watched this thing on tlc last night on these super obese people...this one guy was like 1000 pounds...i shit u not! then he lost like over 800 pounds and got to a weight of 190 with the help of richard simmons...then he put all of the weight back on in 3 months...holy shit...how does one do that? they must like mainline lard....hmmmm...rather not think about that......

6) this thought is funny...tonight in my abnormal psych class we were learning about gender identity problems and sexual identity problems...i learned that Jamie Lee Curtis had testicles...she had them removed...and her children are not her biological kids...they r adopted...she cannot give birth and have kids of her own cuz she had a penis

well this is all for now....still fighting the exercise urges....

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I too will be a cat lady. I know this. I have pretty much given up any hope to the contrary.
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1-wow I hope the world never comes to that, it\'s a scary thought.

2-yay!! not only did you save yourself the pain of waiting around for a professor but you didn\'t miss any material either!!

3-That\'s really harsh, is she usually understanding or is that typical of her? maybe you should tell her how you feel?

4-Maybe you will live with a ton of cats but nope I can\'t picture as crazy or alone! You care too much about other people to live a life of solitude!

5-It\'s so sad for me to think that he lost all that weight, literally 80% of his weight(!!), and then after reaching that he went right back. It makes me wonder, what happened when he increased back to 300 and 400 450...i mean why not stop it early on?? I guess I\'m just scared that I\'ll lose control like that!

6-ok really weird, my abnormal psych class did gender and sexual identity problems today also!! Although we didnt mention that about jamie lee curtis!
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deleted_user

wow random!!!!!! lol
deleted_user
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Nothing wrong with being a cat lady. I plan on doing the same, except I\'m going to have a bunch of bunnies hoping around. Tee hee. If you knew me well, you know I was serious.
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So you are going to be crazy and alone when you get older? HMMMMM I see...did I miss something...LOL
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I always thought like you missy. I still do I guess at times.. I always think i\'m going to be this crazy alone person. I don\'t understand what\'s wrong with me. I really don\'t think i\'m that bad, i\'m just a real person, is the world just not use to seeing REAL, they are just use to stupid barbie bitches.

I saw that show you were talking about! I had to turn it off because it was giving me anxiety!

Speaking of interesting bio\'s, I wathced one of Carrie Fisher (I love star wars, goooo princess leia!) Anyways, and she talked about bipolar and her struggles with it, it really helped me and gave me a look into my own life.

I really like you. You are so hard on yourself like me. I wish you lived closer, so we could rant on for hours about shit because i\'m sure we could haha... Chow.