well it's 9am...im here at school...and all i can think about is getting my next class over with so that i can crawl back into my nice warm bed b4 my night class 2 night....yesterday was a little unexpected but nice..my dad joked that we should go to this mall out in buffalo.....but then he decided that we really should go... i know that he hates the mall and that he was doing it so that we could go somewhere together .....i wish that i could hold up the other end of the unsaid bargain and show them taht i am eating more and am gonna keep myself from having to go back into treatment.....at least i feel like this is y they do some of the nice things that they do 4 me....or maybe it was because we have a family meeting with my therapist next tuesday and he wanted to be able to say that we did something 2gether???? or maybe im just being completely bitchy thinking taht htere was an alterior motive...maybe he just wanted to do something together.....
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