omg i just had a screaming match with this guy named craig.....he's all whining because we havent seen each other in 2 weeks...he's all upset that im so hard to reach...trust me that isnt an accident!!!.....and then he proceeds to tell me that us not hanging out is all my fault and none of his...then he had the audacity to tell me about this girl his coworker met that calls this guy everyday....so i simply suggested to craig that he date her and leave me the hell alone....lol i know i can be a bitch but i wasnt in the mood to deal with this shit...then craig says..."nah i dont wanna date her..she isnt pretty...but u r" .....hmmm....so much for liking me for who i am right? i guess guys pretty much see what is on the ourside which may be part of why i am the way i am!.....i am seeing craig tomorrow at starbucks after my therapy appointment (which he still has no idea about any of this).......then after this fighting match took place.,..matt is calling me and texting me wanting me to go to his bday party 2 morrow...i didnt answer the calls but u cant exactly not read the texts......he did say PLEASE.....god some days i really really wish i were a hermit and that no one would call me!!!!