yea so...my parents did something so weird today...they both took work off ...which they never do!!!...when i asked them y they did it they got all weird and wouldnt give me a direct answer...my mom was like "because we can...we just wanted to take the day off"....my thoughts immediately jumped to omg and intervention is gonna happen again and they r gonna try to send me back to treatment....my thoughts stayed on this conclusion when i asked what they planned to do all day and my mom said that my father and her had some "running around to do"....i asked where they were going and my mom said that it was somewhere where only the 2 of them were gonna go to (meaning i wasnt invited to join them)..i then said..."secrets arent nice...i dont like secrets"...my mom then scoffed and laughed and said "yea....sure...u dont like secrets"....im sure that this was meant to mean that my anorexia and what i do when im under its influence is very secretive.......but when they got home...and im sure they got a story together to tell me where they went my dad told me that they went to gander mountain shopping..which im doubting is true...but maybe im being all conceeded thinking that they were doing something pertaining to me...maybe they did go shopping and just wanted to go out them 2.......i dont know anymore!