well i have successfully gone out with my friends....i just hope that i can continue to put myself out there and not isolate myself....i notice also that every time i look in the mirror i appear to be thinner....i think im going to start to look obviously sick again soon....this i think is extremely hard for anyone with an ED...to have people look at them and just know that they r sick.....well i just need to try to get a grip around the bad thoughts that r keeping me from maintaining what little i have.....that's it for now
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That is what keeps me going, trying to get better. Whenever I look in th mirror and look sick it gives me the strength to eat and get better. Keep going out with your friends. Doing things that make you happy will make you strong.
i\'m glad that you went out with your friends. they are the world.
i saw your photo, you are lovely. (and very thin....)
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Have you had an ED before?? Before now?? If so maybe you should go in and talk to someone if you don\'t already... Maybe seek treatment before it comes back or before you do look physically sick... I know I am probably feeble looking... I feel like I look fine though that might be one of my problems... why it is so hard for me to try and gain weight. Try to eat everyday to maintain or maybe gain. I wish I could help you out but like I said, I am still struggling but I completely understand.
At least you aren\'t isolating yourself I still do that, as much as possible... people UGH lol
yes ive been anorexic for 4.5 years now...and i notice myself isolating more and more as time goes by