Update
I know that it has been a little bit since I wrote a journal. Somtimes I forget or u know I get busy or something. Anyway, things have been going okay for me right now. I am trying to find my own place, but am in no particular hurry. I have been seeing this new guy for a couple of weeks now and things seem to be going really good. I am trying to stay positive and not let past hurts get in the way. I know that we grow and that things change, but to be perfectly honest the future and the unknown scare the hell out of me. But like I said, trying to stay positive. In fact things are going well enough that I am looking towards the future on some things. I did have to go to the hospital today for a pelvic ultrasound, just to check me out. The cut on my leg is healing pretty well, but still hurts like a !@#$%^&*......lol. My weight is staying steady at 284 right now, but I think that is because I retain water weight and because my monthly cycles are so out of whack, you know. Well, I have rambled on enough for right now.
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