LIfe

I freaking hate my life. I am a dredge on society and I wish I could just disappear sometimes. I am not talking suicide, just disappear. I can't take the pain, the feeling of not being safe and secure in my life. Of not knowing where I will lay my head. I hate that there are people out there that may not like me. I am fat, ugly and a total disappointment to my family. I sometime really hate myself cause I try to be brave, to not show my feelings so much, but I am emotional person. I wish sometimes that I could be cold hearted and not feel a damm thing. I hate myself!