8/7/2013
Frustration and ambivalence are the key words that dominate me at the moment. Some confusion is thrown in for good measure ,, have been putting off the kind of committed mind that I need to follow through in some area,,, and it has not helped in coming to terms with a firm direction in past-retirement.. It is mostly my fault and I accept that. Now is the time to alter a course of action from drifting and non-action.. easier said than done for me ..
Slept a bit better last night ,,, fell out around 3/a which is something of an improvement for me right now ,,, no aid this time out.
I am past a few bumps in the road and financially things look pretty straight if not going up right at the moment ,, some of my income is tied to the market which has been correcting for the past several days,,, I just seem to move an poorly chosen times .. Oh well,,
It has been raining a lot ,, in fact it is or was thundering just moments ago,, a bit cloudy,,, I really do not like the very hot weather so this is not a real downer for me ,,not counting the humidity though.
Saw Miriam yesterday at the program but just briefly,,, I did not say much to her,, decided to get on my horse and ride away,,, mood did not seem right ,,,
Must ask Deanne about part time position when she returns,,,
Slept a bit better last night ,,, fell out around 3/a which is something of an improvement for me right now ,,, no aid this time out.
I am past a few bumps in the road and financially things look pretty straight if not going up right at the moment ,, some of my income is tied to the market which has been correcting for the past several days,,, I just seem to move an poorly chosen times .. Oh well,,
It has been raining a lot ,, in fact it is or was thundering just moments ago,, a bit cloudy,,, I really do not like the very hot weather so this is not a real downer for me ,,not counting the humidity though.
Saw Miriam yesterday at the program but just briefly,,, I did not say much to her,, decided to get on my horse and ride away,,, mood did not seem right ,,,
Must ask Deanne about part time position when she returns,,,
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Well it sounds like things are better and I\'m glad. I don\'t know how you can deal with the humidity as well as heat there! I can handle the heat here but never the humidity. Hope you have luck finding a good part time job!