8/14

Well it's a typical day at my house. My husbands been mad at me all day, he stayed up all night on a chat app. I didn't say a thing about him being up all night, I just got up and started my coffee. He asked me what I had against him using this app called agent, I told him my problem is not that he uses this app, my problem is that he is on it every spare second he gets, he ignores me, and our dog because he's always on this app. We have been having communication problems before he started using this app, but now it's even worse, there is absolutely no communication between us anymore. The only time he speaks to me anymore is in anger. He tried to start a fight this morning, but I wasn't in the mood to hear his childishness. He acts like a 16 year old child lately. He accuses me of being selfish, because I want some of his time. I made a mistake letting him know my biggest fears, because every sense I did he's been using them against me, when we disagree, or if I have anything to say about anything he does. I'm still looking for a job, it's going to be hard for me, because I'm limited at what I can do, because of my cervical disk disease. It's hard to even bend over, I have so much nerve damage, my neck starts having that burning pain, and I it feels like wasp are stinging the back of my neck. I haven't worked in almost 3 years, it will be hard, but with the help of Jesus I can do it.