8/13/2012
Time to journal once again,,,hmmm,,,went to the "Y" today,,had to literally push myself out of the house to go,,,weather was threatening ,,,but I did go and that is the important thing ,,,I went to the pool there before the storm hit ,,,so I dunked for a while ,,,well..it beats having my own pool,,,I have a friend who has a pool but that relationship has soured a while back,,,so there goes that perk,,she came to the startling decision that she hates men,,,me included apparently,,,long and pointless story on that one,,,
As I mentioned a few times on here ,,I am terrible with developing and/or maintaining relationships ,,not sure if it is me ,,or them... or the stars ...fate ,,,the price of bananas on the international spot market ,,who the hell knows,,,,just that the more I try the less get accomplished and in the end the worse I feel,,,It's really sad, but it is the way of the world,,,,I seem to have come to a conclusion that if I just let it be and do not goose the system (like I tend to do),,the right one will certainly come scampering by at the right time ,,,,I just get a bit anxious and then I fall as a result ,,,
Going to see the dentist tomorrow for the next chapter of treatment ,,,it ok,,,I have a lot of work ahead of me ,,,
Went to WBC for the first time in about 2 months ,,,and went to a meeting there for a change ,,,,it was alright ,,they are again supposed to move even farther away come October ,,,
Someone brought something to my attention as to the need to create a will,,,pretty morbid stuff,,,,still it is necessary,,,and especially since I have no immediate family,,..but I have several ideas ,,,will move on this soon,,,will probably go to my cousin in California,,,her dad basically gave me about 10 grand for the down on this house after my father (his brother) died,,,so it is only right ,,,I know someone from program who is an attorney,,not sure if he does wills though,,,
Tomorrow is but another day,,,did my second class at Broward Outreach last Thursday,,went pretty well,,,there are a few gangster types in my group,,,they are pretty much disinterested ,,,,there were quite a few when I was going groups in W/R ,,,at least these guys are not disruptive like the ones in W/R..
As I mentioned a few times on here ,,I am terrible with developing and/or maintaining relationships ,,not sure if it is me ,,or them... or the stars ...fate ,,,the price of bananas on the international spot market ,,who the hell knows,,,,just that the more I try the less get accomplished and in the end the worse I feel,,,It's really sad, but it is the way of the world,,,,I seem to have come to a conclusion that if I just let it be and do not goose the system (like I tend to do),,the right one will certainly come scampering by at the right time ,,,,I just get a bit anxious and then I fall as a result ,,,
Going to see the dentist tomorrow for the next chapter of treatment ,,,it ok,,,I have a lot of work ahead of me ,,,
Went to WBC for the first time in about 2 months ,,,and went to a meeting there for a change ,,,,it was alright ,,they are again supposed to move even farther away come October ,,,
Someone brought something to my attention as to the need to create a will,,,pretty morbid stuff,,,,still it is necessary,,,and especially since I have no immediate family,,..but I have several ideas ,,,will move on this soon,,,will probably go to my cousin in California,,,her dad basically gave me about 10 grand for the down on this house after my father (his brother) died,,,so it is only right ,,,I know someone from program who is an attorney,,not sure if he does wills though,,,
Tomorrow is but another day,,,did my second class at Broward Outreach last Thursday,,went pretty well,,,there are a few gangster types in my group,,,they are pretty much disinterested ,,,,there were quite a few when I was going groups in W/R ,,,at least these guys are not disruptive like the ones in W/R..
Replies