One day at a time.

The tears do not come as often as they did. The feeling of being beaten up has gone. The pain has not gone and I doubt it ever will. Now it just dull pain like a headache that never goes away. I know she would want me to be happy but right I can't. Nothing really matters right now. Nothing has any taste. Someday maybe I will be happy. She is what made me happy. Its going to be very long road. Its so hard when go you from the top the world to the bottom. Baby please send me some strength from up above. I need it like I need you.