The day
I used to really look forward to the end of the day. Catie and I would email through out the day. I work at a TV station as a photographer and she worked at hospital. On slow days we would send each silly cat pics and videos. We send each other new meals or places we wanted to get and eat. We vent about co workers and each other. Our fights would often get worked out through email. I miss our talks throughout the day. I miss trying to pick what we would have for dinner. There was a excitement as the end of day got closer. I just want a hug from my love. The end of the day fills me with sadness. This is so hard.
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Yes it is very hard and adjusting to it is hard too, because we didn\'t choose to have this change. It\'s been 7 years since I lost my husband of 40 years married and although I have created a life for myself I will always struggle with the loss of our plans. I\'m sorry for your loss and your pain. I\'m here for you always. Sharon
I miss that too. Sandy