ONE DAY AT A TIME

WELL, I AM EXHAUSTED .I HAVE BEEN IN PAIN WITH BACK,HIP AND LEG PROBLEMS.THE KIDS ARE HOME SICK WITH THE FLU AND I AM HOPEING NOT THE SWINE FLU.MY 16 YEAR OLD WAS HOME FOR TWO DAYS WITH ACHES AND PAINS AND A BAD COLD.HE TRIED GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY.MY TWO LITTLEST ONES HAVE BEEN VERY SICK SINCE YESTERDAY WITH FEVERS OF 103.5..LUCKILY WITH BATHS AND TYLENOL I AM KEEPING THE FEVERS DOWN.THEY HAVE DOCTOR APPTS TOMMAROW.I AM TRYING TO JUST TAKE EVERYTHING ONE DAY AT A TIME AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT OUT TO KEEP SUCH A LARGE FAMILY GOING WITH NO MONEY....THE FOOD PANTRYS ONLY HELP ONCE A MONTH AND DONT HARDLY GIVE ANYTHING,THE LOCAL AGENCIES DONT HAVE FUNDS TO HELP WITH HEATING OR ELECTRIC.AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT THE HOLIDAYS.RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT WE ARE OK WITH THE HEAT ,ELECTRIC AND HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND FOR THAT I AM VERY THANKFUL..OVER THE PAST YEAR I HAVE HAD SO MANY THINGS REPOED AND JUST TAKEN AWAY ,ALONG WITH MY SELF ESTEME AND SELF WORTH.I WORKED VERY HARD TO GIVE MY KIDS A DECENT LIFE AND TO PUT A ROOF OVER THIER HEADS AND TO SEE IT GO HAS BEEN VERY HEARTBREAKING...I LOVE MY KIDS AND HOUSE FULL OF PETS VERY MUCH AND THEY ARE DEPENDING ON ME TO TAKE CARE OF THEM AND EVEN THOUGH I AM BARELY TAKEING CARE OF MYSELF THESE DAYS I WILL JUST KEEP MOVEING FORWARD....MY DEAR FRIENDS HERE AT DS HAVE BEEN A GREAT INSPIRATION TO ME AND HAVE SHOWED ME UNCONDITIONAL FRIENDSHIP AND CAREING,SOMETHING I THOUGHT NO LONGER EXISTED..THANKS! JUST ONE DAY AT A TIME  IS ALL WE CAN DO....