ANOTHER DAY
WELL,ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY AT HOME...AS I LOOK AROUND THE HOUSE I TS A DISTASTER AGAIN.IT SEEMS ALLS I DO IS CLEAN AND CLEAN SOME MORE ONLY TO HAVE IT A MESS A FEW HOURS LATER.I GUESS WITH A HOUSEHOLD OF SEVEN THATS TO BE EXPECTED.I AM GOING STIR CRAZY AGAIN TO JUST FORGET ALL OF THIS DISABILITY CRAP AND GO BACK TO WORK.BUT THEN AGAIN WHERE AND HOW??? I KNOW MY PAIN LEVEL WILL WIN EVERY TIME AND I WOULD JUST HAVE TO QUIT THE JOB..I AM JUST SO VERY VERY TIRED OF BEING AT HOME 24/7 BUT ESPECIALLY OF NOT HAVEING ANY MONEY OR EVEN HOPES OF MONEY IN MY FUTURE.AT LEAST WHEN I WAS WORKING I COULD LOOK FORWARD TO GETTING MY TAXES BACK...I KEEP TELLING MYSELF GO TO WORK NOW AND I WOULD AT LEAST HAVE 4 MONTHS WORTH OF TAXES TO LOOK FORWARD TO.I HAVE ACUALLY BEEN APPLYING TO A FEW THINGS ONLINE BUT DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF CALLED.I FINALLY BOUGHT A CAR OF MY OWN AND ONCE I HAVE ALL THE REPAIRS DONE WITH MY MAGIC MONEY TREE MAYBE I CAN START FEELING A LITTLE BETTER ABOUT THINGS.ITS DEFINATELY NOT A NEW VEHICLE LIKE I AM USED TO BUT AFTER HAVEING MINE REPOED .I AM HOPEING TO GET A LITTLE OF MY INDEPENDANCE AND SELF RESPECT BACK.HOW DO I FIND MY WAY BACK TO THE LIVEING????????????
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everyday try to do something that can benefit you.....you can do anything if you set your mind to it..You can it !!!
Sorry you are going through such misery. Did the doc say your pain would ease over time? And yes 7 in the household will leave a mess. One day though, they won\'t be around and you will miss it! lol
I understand about the being hone 24/7, but in the same sense I am sometimes reluctant ti leave the house. I went shoe shopping for the kids the other day and it plain wore me out. I have a family of 5 and it is always a surprise to me what a mess they can make. I also have a lot of animals and they are very messy. It seems like the house is never, ever clean. I can\'t wait till my kids go to school tomorrow, maybe that will help. Lucky you that you got a car. I think you will find it helps you feel more independant. You may not always go somewhere, but just knowing you could will raise your hopes. Good luck! (((HUGGS)))