Laying in bed as i hear from the doctors im getting worse.  probrably from the eh eh oh whatever i miss home i just wanna break free and run for my life if i could i would no balance so im stuck here in misery i wonder what i can do to distract myself for the day hhhhhhhhmmmmmmm ceilings pretty boring no pictures on the walls nothing oh my discman maybe for a lil I have Adhd it should be easy for me to daze out into space and daydream as i usually do that all the time at home or anywhere else i go but here its hard.