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Emotions go high because of feeling lonely.  my depression has got the best of me today im out side so i can use iphone cause they dont work in hospitals.  I feel like crying and this usually happens when no medication I feel like im on a rollercoaster that is emotional having ups and downs not knowing where to go and not knowing where to turn.  I am doing my best to fight it but its no use Ive been there done that I wish this pain would go away.  when this happens its always physical and emotional pain suicide can be next and im scared Ive committed suicide before.  I need my bf I need someone I feel as if Im crashing down in a hole and theres noone to pull me out.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Michele whats wrong tell me
sasha5
sasha5

Ive ben with out my meds for a while.......... and Im getting back the symtoms i had before............ and I want it........... to stop.
deleted_user
deleted_user

calm down i know your without your medication but you cant have it because of the antibiotics and treatments your on
sasha5
sasha5

What can i do............... I........... Cant.................. go on.............. like this
deleted_user
deleted_user

ok how are you feeling I mean what symptoms are you experiencing
sasha5
sasha5

depressed lonely pain physical and emotional sadness................ Im doing.............. my best................ to fight it.................. but Its no................ use Im...........hopeless
deleted_user
deleted_user

your not hopeless your depression is back but calm down ok things will get better