my mom let me back in the house. i been in that psychiatric ward for a month. i hated it there but i needed the help. im still not doing too well. everything just hurts. i really ned to find a job and get my life together. been calling 1800 suicide alot. i need to quit drinking too my moms about to kick me out again jst because of my drinking but itsthe only ting that cures my pain. nobody loves me.