i wish i had susan smith or andrea yates for a mother...at least they had the courtusey to kill them when they were babies rather then treat them like shit every chance they could my mom is like the biggest cunt i ever met and i hope she gets what she deserves as well for treating me like shit. i feel like the black sheep in my family and the ugly duckling everywhere else.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

my birthfather molested me and my birthmother was too drunk to take care of a child. i was scalded and starved. i was adopted at the age of two to a mother who hated me and did horrible things to me. my father was too weak to help me. oh did i mention that my blood sister who was adopted by the same family was treated like their treasure even though she is stupid and horrible person. i often wish i had aborted or killed.

the best thing my mother ever did for me was throw me out at 18.... it was a blessing inside a curse... im sorry you have to feel that way too
crazyeyedkillah
crazyeyedkillah

thats horrible...just..wow. im really sorry you had to go through all that and im positive you still are mentally. unfourtunetly,im screwed living here because i have no place else to go. park benches were never really that nice to me...the police neither for that matter
deleted_user
deleted_user

no they arent. ive lived in my car and outside.. its the worst thing ever. i remember what it was like living at home... i am so sorry. its easy for me to distract myself from my memories... i still have panic attacks when i see white 2002 ford explorer\'s drive by.. even though i know shes in another state... still makes me want to run...
crazyeyedkillah
crazyeyedkillah

the only good thing about a car is if it runs it can be warm dog i slept in a 91 camaro with my brother in like...march. and panic attacks suck so bad and people dont understand if they dont have them