i feel like complete shit. i dont know what to do with my life anymore. i feel like its the end of the world for me. nobody loves me...she doesnt love me anymore after almost 3 years she shatters my heart completely. im trying so hard not to think about it but its only been a week today...i havent called her..nothing. she promised shed never hurt me and she fucking did just like everyone else. im tired of people fucking me,shitting on me,stabbing me in the back/heart and so forth i just would rather die then feel like this. if i dont get this job...im done.