i feel like complete and absolute trash. how could she do this to me? all i ever wanted was someone to love me and for me to love someone else and i had it and now i dont anymore. i never did anything to hurt her. i never cheated on her i never hit her i barley even yelled at her in almost 3 years i think up untill recently weve only had like 2 major fights. how could i allow someone to break my heart AGAIN? i feel so broken and alone. nobody loves me anymore. my family treats me like shit, the love of my life cold heartedly discarded me...and she broke up with me over the phone with no reason other than "i feel disconnected from you and i dont love you anymore". what in the world did i do to deserve all this pain?