i feel so depressed i dont even know what to do anymore. i dont even know how i can trust anyone because of how people have hurt me. they promise you they will never hurt you and that they love you and all this shit just to stick the knife in your spine. how do people do this to others? after a 3 year relationship, how do you just cold stop loving someone? i feel stupid humiliated and emotionally disembowled. i just dont know where to go in my life from here. im done with relationships. you give your heart to women,and they just rip it out and stomp on it a few years later like you were nothing. its just so painful.