thank you so much to you all my dear friends. i have so much faith, and i still stand by, and always will, my knowledge that jessy is safe and being protected by G-d, whom she is with. i know she is okay.but why am i so scared? why am i feeling so scared about jessy?
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You are experiencing anxiety...perhaps you should talk to your doctor. This is very common with many of us.
Ann
I think fear of the unknown is scary to alot of us. I go through those same feelings in life. I always have been scared of fear myself. Maybe talk to a priest, pastor or someone who can comfort you with how you are feeling. I hope someone will be of help to you in your time of need. I hope and pray that you will find your answers. your friend kelly
I know for myself that fear and faith do not co-exist. I find that when I\'m fearful, my faith is lacking and when I\'m truly exercising my faith, my fears subside. It\'s a difficult balance but if you truly know she is safe and protected (which she is) then please don\'t be scared friend. We are here for you. You are loved. Robin
Oh Jan...fear is often not rational...but yet we experience it. I feel confident that your precious Jessy is safe and is okay...like my Alex...he just sent me a sign last night...read my journal. I also just had an image of Alex giving Jessy one of his awesome hugs...he was very tender hearted...he would make sure she was okay...love to you...and feel the peace you know exists...Karen
Hold on to your faith, Jessy IS safe and happy and in the love and perfection that is God. Perhaps because Jessy had special needs and you were the one who met all of those needs, you are feeling a little scared that they are now not being met??? I\'m certainly not a professional counselor, this is just what has come to my mind. Even knowing/believing that any disabilities she had on earth were just physical/earthly disabilities, and that now she is perfection who has shed her imperfect body, you hold those thoughts. Perhaps you should discuss this with your Dr. as Ann suggested. Also, Karen is right....there\'s nothing rational about any part of losing a child. You\'re in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Teri. PS, I know Kala too is playing with and loving Jessy.