im sad, im so sad.i want to write to you, my friends.im sad about so much that is going on im my life.im sad because i want to get off my chest the "what if's"i have so much bottled upi was so upset by a family member on fridayi am battling so hard to get through each hour i want so bad to write .....but im too sad to even writeim so sad i dont even have the energy to write  

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I\'m so sorry you are so sad. If I can be there to listen or to vent to I am here. I hate feeling sad, and I\'m with you my family saddens me also. Life is sometimes so screwed up and so sad. It will to pass like everything else in our lives, it does work out some how. The moment is the hardest. Hang in there, stay strong and lean on the people who will bring you up. I\'m with you always.
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Oh my friend...I am so sorry for your heartache. Please know that we are right here with you and when you are ready...write and tell us what is going on. Take care of you and know that your sisters here love you...Karen
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Jan, I\'m so sorry for your sadness. My dear friend, you are still fighting despair. It is such a process and a long one at that. To add your other challenges to your loss I\'m sure is quite overwhelming. I\'m sure you feel as if each small part of your day will be permeated with the memory of your loss. It is now and will be for a long time, but eventually not every day. I had a really difficult day on Friday. A day I hadn\'t had in a long time. It took me by surprise at first but quickly I was reminded that this is part of my life now and I was OK in a few hours. I promise you friend that one day the sad feelings are the exception rather than the rule. Remember we aren\'t climbing a mountain and once we reach the top our pain and grief is gone. Grief is a walk through loss and pain with no competition and no time limit. My favorite quote: \"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness for it shows me the stars.\" Endure the darkness today friend. Tomorrow there will be light. Love to you. Robin
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Write it all out - you will feel better...we are here to listen & not judge you...vent all you want...Hugs, Ann
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Jan, so sorry for your sadness, how much I hope that I can reach out and give you a personal hug.take a day at a time, endure the darkness and you will find some light at the end of the tunnel.keep writing, we are here listening. YOu are loved and cared. love Robyn
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Janice,
Don\'t lose hope...let us help you lighten your burdeons...you are not alone.
Ann
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i\'m so sorry. please don\'t give up. it will get better and easier. please write to me if you need to. i\'m always here for you. love you!
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Jan -- I\'m sorry you are so sad. We\'re all here for you! Big hugs and feel better soon! Judy : )