im sad, im so sad.i want to write to you, my friends.im sad about so much that is going on im my life.im sad because i want to get off my chest the "what if's"i have so much bottled upi was so upset by a family member on fridayi am battling so hard to get through each hour i want so bad to write .....but im too sad to even writeim so sad i dont even have the energy to write