Things are bad again.
Crazy. Insane. Bizarre bad.
Money money money
It's what he wants to use to control me and the kids. He's mad cause I earn my own money. Just a little bit. And it doesn't technically go into the budget. But I use it to buy the kids things. New clothes. Treats. I still do ALL the house work. And I don't earn a lot.
I feel trapped and alone. Too scared to leave. To scared to get help. Just trapped.
I need away. I know I do. He's making me crazy. And I can't stand it anymore. I can't even think straight to write anything.
Crazy. Insane. Bizarre bad.
Money money money
It's what he wants to use to control me and the kids. He's mad cause I earn my own money. Just a little bit. And it doesn't technically go into the budget. But I use it to buy the kids things. New clothes. Treats. I still do ALL the house work. And I don't earn a lot.
I feel trapped and alone. Too scared to leave. To scared to get help. Just trapped.
I need away. I know I do. He's making me crazy. And I can't stand it anymore. I can't even think straight to write anything.
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:( Sorry to read this. I know it seems hopeless, but you CAN get away, you can. There is help out there, I know it\'s really hard to make that move, but I promise you won\'t regret saving yourself and the kids.