Isn't it funny how you can fall back into old habits so easily? Three days of running and calisthenics and 'healthy eating' and I already feel much more like the me of three years ago. I'm enjoying the feeling of control - the rest of my life is changing a lot faster than I expected, and it's really calming me down.
I'm still really scared a dead person is going to fall out of my ceiling (although I'm more worried when I'm in the bathroom, weirdly). Cutting is still an issue. But my imaginary friend is back and she's making me feel a lot better.
I should sleep - I'm up early for a run and then I have to meet someone at the university, and study, and also make a cake.