Huh. Guess I was wrong about Dan understanding, but whatever.
I'm ignoring him because I know that if I reply to his messages or talk to him I'll either 1) argue with him, b) worry him, or c) upset him, and I don't want any of those to happen. I'm just not going to talk to him until tomorrow.
You know what? I'm sick of being sad. I'm sick of having moods that make me up and down like a yo-yo. I'm sick of being suicidal and I'm sick of having new scars on my body every other week. I want to be a normal teenager.
I think I might go and see a university counsellor.
Maybe.
But I probably won't.