Dear Kitty,
           maybe it's all the instant cappuccino I've been drinking, but I'm feeling a way I haven't felt since school; I'm shaking and I've got an enormous empty cavern somewhere in my chest. I feel - hopeless. That's the word. I feel hopeless and confused and just plain scared.
Off to meet Stef at the SU bar to talk things over in a bit, and then I've got a society exam in the morning (that I'm not looking forward to at all).
Yours,
     Francesca