Dear Kitty,
          I was wondering why I hadn't seen Hector online on Facebook for a while, and then realised that he'd probably removed me from his Facebook friends. Not only has he done that - he also seems to have blocked me completely. The only question I have is - why do that and then not remove me on Skype as well?
          I know he's cross, and I know that it's my fault. I've done lots of things wrong recently, and I don't know how to put things right again. On the surface, it seems like everything is going my way - but there are a few things that I can't get out of my head. I'm panicking over everything, imagining various worst-case scenarios that I know are impossible, and I'm just generally more stressed and reclusive than normal. Lectures are fantastic, and being a student is so liberating - but I can't bring myself to socialise, let alone make proper friends, in case everything goes wrong with them as well.
Basically, it's the same problems as ever.
Yours,
     Francesca