Dear Kitty,
            sometimes I think I have problems.
            My dream diary hasn't been updated in a while, but I have had three dreams recently. The first one was really weird, but nice too, and now I am very confused about myself. The second one scared the hell out of me.
            I get dreams every so often where I'm no longer a virgin (the actual 'loss' doesn't appear in the dream) and they really scare me. In the latest one, I was suddenly engaged to the bass in my choir and I was pregnant. Dreams are very strange things, and this one basically ended up in me running around in a panic going 'what happened? What went wrong? Where did all my morals go? I'm too young to be engaged!' (especially since the bass in question is about thirty). The third dream? I dreamt that I weighed 50 kilos. Ha. Never going to happen, but it was a nice dream that was ruined when I got on the scales afterwards - I had my fingers crossed and was going 'please please please' even though it was a ridiculous idea because it is not possible to lose five kilos overnight.
             Mum and Dad are coming up this weekend, and I can't wait to see them - even though it's only been about four weeks. (Four weeks? However did I manage at school?) When they go on Sunday, I am going to sit in my room and look cross and write for an hour, and then go out for a run.
I really ought to be asleep - it's twenty to three, and tomorrow (well, today) is Wednesday. Ugh. I'll finish my hot water and lemon and then go to sleep.
Yours,
      Chessie