Dear Kitty,
so, today is Advent and it's the beginning of the new Christian year - well, technically it started on Sunday, but hey. A time for new beginnings (just to add that little 'cliched' touch to this entry).
Ok, this is harder than I thought it was going to be to write about.
I've realised that I am getting obsessive over my diet and I need to stop it before it gets completely out of hand. I haven't eaten anything in about 60 hours - and I am, stupidly, feeling proud of myself.
The thing is, I know I shouldn't be doing this sort of thing because it really isn't normal - but I'm actually really scared of gaining weight. I don't know why - I just am. This probably won't seem like a big deal to you, Kitty, but this is something I think I need to sort out; I really don't want it to turn into a massive problem.
The prospect of it is scaring the hell out of me.
Yours,
Francesca
so, today is Advent and it's the beginning of the new Christian year - well, technically it started on Sunday, but hey. A time for new beginnings (just to add that little 'cliched' touch to this entry).
Ok, this is harder than I thought it was going to be to write about.
I've realised that I am getting obsessive over my diet and I need to stop it before it gets completely out of hand. I haven't eaten anything in about 60 hours - and I am, stupidly, feeling proud of myself.
The thing is, I know I shouldn't be doing this sort of thing because it really isn't normal - but I'm actually really scared of gaining weight. I don't know why - I just am. This probably won't seem like a big deal to you, Kitty, but this is something I think I need to sort out; I really don't want it to turn into a massive problem.
The prospect of it is scaring the hell out of me.
Yours,
Francesca
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