Dear Kitty,
             I'm sorry, I need to vent. I don't even know what about, but it's driving me mad.
            I cannot STAND myself right now. I haven't hated myself so much for ages, and I'm fed up with feeling like this. Somehow, I screw up everything, and I don't even know how. I drive people crazy, and I'm surprised I've still got friends. And yet - oh, I don't even know anymore. I've wanted to cry for days but I can't let myself anymore. I need to relax around people but I can't do that either. I can't even relax by myself.
              The other thing. I'm fed up with looking the way I do. I hate how I look, but trying to do something about it is making me feel worse than I did before. I'm sick of being really angry with myself every time I don't go for a run, or I don't do the right amount of exercise. I'm lazy and fat - but I don't have the self-control to do anything about it.
  I'm sorry, Kitty. I'm just having massive problems at the moment.
Yours,
         Francesca