Dear Kitty,
I'm finding that I like myself less and less at the moment. I can't seem to do anything right - I upset people, I don't work, I don't understand ANYTHING, I can't remember anything, I act like a child and I'm just generally driving everyone insane. I've argued with people I thought I'd never argue with, I've flipped out at people who didn't deserve it and I'm just finding myself to be two-faced and miserable all the time. I don't even know what it is - it's just me being attention-seeking and fed-up. There's an enormous empty space inside me that's making me angry and depressed, and I don't even know why.
Mostly, though, I'm just fed up with being so immature. I'm childish around everyone and I can't help it - the even more irritating thng is that when I'm not, people call me boring and don't take me seriously.
Oh dear, Kitty. This is going to be another stupid, pointless, whining entry. I'm going to play the piano.
Yours,
Francesca
I'm finding that I like myself less and less at the moment. I can't seem to do anything right - I upset people, I don't work, I don't understand ANYTHING, I can't remember anything, I act like a child and I'm just generally driving everyone insane. I've argued with people I thought I'd never argue with, I've flipped out at people who didn't deserve it and I'm just finding myself to be two-faced and miserable all the time. I don't even know what it is - it's just me being attention-seeking and fed-up. There's an enormous empty space inside me that's making me angry and depressed, and I don't even know why.
Mostly, though, I'm just fed up with being so immature. I'm childish around everyone and I can't help it - the even more irritating thng is that when I'm not, people call me boring and don't take me seriously.
Oh dear, Kitty. This is going to be another stupid, pointless, whining entry. I'm going to play the piano.
Yours,
Francesca
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