Dear Kitty, I'm stuck again. I don't know what to write - but I want to write something because my head is so full at the moment. I've done almost nothing but worry - all day, and now I can't stop thinking about everything. Ok, the honest truth: I've been feeling pretty miserable for the last few days. I've been over-thinking things, and now I've confused myself. And before anyone asks what's up:1. Worrying about Isla.2. Worrying about Fraser.3. Worrying about Satnav.4. Worrying about Tom.5. Worrying that I've upset people because I hate them touching me when I don't expect it.6. Worrying that people are going to notice I'm upset.7. Knowing that I've argued with people and upset them.8. Knowing that I've upset people because of my whole no-touching thing.9. Hating myself because of reasons 5 to 8.10. My weight. Don't ask. It's confusing me. Kitty, I - I wish that I could just have someone here right now who doesn't care. I just want to be around someone - and yet I don't. Ok, now I'm even more confused.I think I want a hug.Oh, Kitty, ignore me - I'm being selfish. Anyway, I'll shut up now.I wish you were real, Kitty.Yours, Francesca
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