My dearest Kitty, So, it's been rather a long time since I last wrote, and a LOT has happened. Actually, let me list the things that have happened since the end of February: End of February: I got a boyfriend. March the first: The Hepburn and a fantastic day in Barnwell Country Park third and fourth: I was in an opera!!!! seventh: I was confirmed!!!! tenth: I suddenly find myself single again. But am also surprisingly happy. eleventh (which hasn't happened yet, but is worth mentioning): I have a concert and a picnic with Freya. And my report. (I don't mean that my report is coming to the picnic, because that would just be silly.) And I have a fantastic name for what happens next: Chapter One - March the tenthIn which Hector flips and I find myself boyfriendless Ok, so I laughed. I think I may have read 'Howl's Moving Castle' too many times. Speaking of books, I absolutely adore Anne of Green Gables. What I wouldn't give to live on Prince Edward Island as Anne... But, anyway. So, yesterday, Hector wrote a blog entry because I apparently 'pushed him over the edge' because I was blanking him. Which I had a reason for; he did hang up on me several times because I wouldn't give him my password for this website. But oh well. So he flipped (gosh, aren't I Americanised?) and I am apparently 'infantile' and incredibly selfish and never think about anyone else. So, yes, he's probably right. I am infantile, and I am a mean, selfish bitch. Which apparently he called me at lunch, which I found out during Navy. But even so, we had a HUGE fight by text, and I'm not entirely sure which of us ended it. He said that he was willing to give it another shot for me, and I thought I was already single because of what he'd written on his blog, so I sent back a rather stinging text. I have to make this quick; the bell for tea has gone and I know I shall be late, but oh well. So, we had our massive fight by both email and text. I've forgiven him, but, like Fraser, I haven't forgotten yet. I will do, but it may take time. So yes, I'm still irritated, but for some obscure reason totally unbeknown to me, I feel happier than I have done in ages. Like there's a huge weight off my shoulders. It's really amazing. I will finish this later; I'm late for tea already. I'll come back and finish afterwards.Forever yours, Francesca
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Wait, I never said that you were a bitch at lunch, did Ivan tell you that? Look was your side of the story really what you told Ivan? If it was we have a lot to clear up.
Yes, it was. And he did. (answers are in reverse order to the questions. But you can have them that way round if you like.)
Well it certainly is comforting to know that you have a very firm grasp of the wrong end of the stick, and if you want to know what is really going on, or was going on before it all fucked up and you and Fraser turned on me, save it. It isn\'t worth the breath, not after what you said to me.
Dude... you aren\'t worth our breath unless you tell us what we did wrong...
Have you been checked for schizophrenia recently?!
Fraser
I wuld have thought that you, being such a science whiz, would have at least realised that typing didn\'t really involve wasting breath. And I do want to know what happened completely because, if I\'m honest, we\'re all very confused and rather hurt. And what did I say to you? I\'ve forgotten.
Fine, you know what, Fraser you aren\'t helping. You are acting worse than Fran does on a bad day. Can I just ask again, is this some special treatment you\'re giving me for standing by you for so long, do you feel I wronged you in doing that, and know I don\'t have schizophrenia, I don\'t hear voices, I don\'t have dual personality, and I have no genetic record of it, thanks for your input though. And Fran, thanks for being a little smart alec, do you think I\'m going to talk now?
Wow dude... you cut me deep there, so deep that I\'m bleeding everywhere, it\'s all over the walls, I\'VE LOST A PINT OF BLOOD AND I still feel as though I never really want to speak to you again if you\'re going to be like this... You are the one who grabbed the wrong end of the stick here, and I really would like to know what\'s going on... Anyways, I\'m going to the meatcube now, so I\'l see you later.
Fraser
ps. I think you meant \"no i don\'t have schizophrenia\", \"know i don\'t have schizophrenia\" really doesn\'t make much sense.
No, probably not. At least I am not shamelessly insulting all of my best friends over something that I wrote! I happen to have more than half a milligram of self control. You should get some. I think they sell it in Oxfam.
Wow that was mature. Well, you were my best friends until recently. Now I can\'t even think straight, and you aren\'t helping.
I don\'t care whether we are helping you, and I\'m sure neither does Fran. We trusted you and you were our friends, but all of a sudden you turn against us. If we\'ve done something then please enlighten us, but as far as we can see you have done this for no reason!
So I\'m afraid at the moment, we aren\'t able to think straight either, and we don\'t know why you have done this. Personally because you have always been avoiding the question, I think you are trying to create something out of nothing in order to shock us into becoming your friend, I hate to break it too you matey, we WERE your friends...
So now I\'m going to ask it bluntly, avoid it if you dare.
WHAT HAVE WE DONE WRONG?
If you tell us, then we can sort something out...
Fraser
im sorry, i realise that ive forgiven you, but jokes about MPD are well out of order. also they \"turned on you\" when you said that they were crap friends and that you \"washed your hands of this\"
you gay
ps. from fran
and i thought fraser was the homo!
YAY!!! I\'m the HOMO!
We already knew you were the homo! (kidding...sorry, now I feel mean...)
Don\'t feel mean! it\'s funny!
Fraser